Video site

http://www.black20.com/


I actually might do some freelance P.A
work for this company in the near future.

and then there were none

a smile is an acknowledgement
a parellel universe; one moment in time.
i'm here observing in this universe, unfortunately
He. sits across from me, intruder of pan irony
I just feel I'm aging, aging
a second passes and I feel every aspect of him
Chorus in ADegeneration
growing younger beyond his years in
animal magnetism
mammalian intent
Darwinism like politics limits his options more than mine.

Part Duex

(See 12/2004 for Part One of Ballad)

BALLAD PART DUEX:
SURPRISE! SEASONAL DEPRESSION
CAME EARLY THIS YEAR!

Ten shopping days till Christmas and
I’ve eerily been politely told
by both friends and family,
that I need to start being nicer to both
friends and family.

Starting to think it’s true when received
a late night drunken prank call
referring to me as a little bitch
who likes to suck dick.
(The latter accusation isn’t true)

Greatest epiphany in the world
when my somber grouchiness caused
by lack of global holiday cheer has
some how affected more than
my sleep and eating habits-
but has shaken my life as a whole.

Need to stop wishing for the first snowfall
and start praying for my own genuine smile.

I stutter and go into shock when
a passing stranger wishes me luck on an exam,
and it finally hits me like a hail storm:
I need to get my head out of my own ass
before New Years Eve if I want to even have acquaintances in 2007.