6 months- t be posted

The first 6 months were nothing
I guess I forgot that punchline, well...
the hardest part for me to open myself up to you was
just bargaining time in your eyes

The first 6 months were nothing
Then the next 6 months were hard
These 6 months have been interesting
and the next 6, well, if I am lucky
Will be held by you in some regard.

Forgive for trespassing on your
times that missed the mark
the first 6 times you kissed me
Were times that lifted me, hard,
it was not easy., but thank God
I awoke aware.

To how the first 6 months were amazing. and
all the days in front of us could be shared
In months I ay be all alone or I may be tired and done.
I just want to be in love with uou.
And you take it so very hard;;